MATTHEW19000

yesterday I was up 24hours, drove back here and only got 9hours of sleep after waking up from dreaming about.. In short getting a kind of abandoned building, connecting the power to it.. Accidentally getting stuck in an a tiny elevator that doubles as a tiny corridor.. While realizing the doors use weird little circular keys I don't have on me the elevator automatically activates and goes up into the attic level... I feel like I'm lightly suffocating because the air in the attic is thin "presumably for being hot and the elevator isn't well ventilated while being like 2-1/2foot wide and 6foot long..." I realize I don't have my phoneon me or a

Small public announcement.. Now I've heard guys say not to date someone because they are off limits. But thinking about that makes me guess there's a possibility someone would say that about me. So here's the announcement. If you're not dating me, do not try to claim I'm off limits. I am my own person and I'm more than capable of making my own life choices, and there is not one who owns the rights to my life or barely any other.

I'm at a loss. Can anyone vouch for themselves that they are honest without any deception seeking to benefit on that claim? Honestly every passing day I feel more alone, and it's like teething on ice. I see no hope to come and it actually makes me feel ill, and the only thing I can do about it is nothing. So I try to continue to keep pushing forward. Originally I wrote this for a temporary status. But it's things like this I never let see the light of day and I cope by analyzing it. It's only depression. And it's a given fact that life isn't going to always be comfort, satisfaction, rejoice. And dreams soley ever come true and they are never